work tomorrow

[actuallyclintbarton]

First day of my trial week at pet store tomorrow and I have to be out of the house by like 7:50 just in case the traffic is awful and it's midnight and I'm not tired yet and oh god what if I can't sleep and what if they're not okay with pinstripes on my black pants (the only pair I could find that fit at Goodwill) and and and--

You'd think I'd never started a new job before. :/

And I'm not sure we'll be able to afford the gas and I'm not sure we'll be able to afford to LEAVE and I'm half considering grabbing some of my stuff and spending work weeks at my cousin Cheryl's since she lives closer, if she'll let me, at least until we find a house, and then going home for weekends, to save on gas. And I really don't want to. And and and.

I'm not going to be well-rested tomorrow. >

Comments

[princeelmo]

i really hope it works out, friend, a job at a petstore sounds so great ;3;

and *hugs* :c

[jewelfox]

May the gas expense not be that bad, and/or may the work environment be worth it. >_>b Good luck.

PS I read the tag as "i am a hurricane of hidden men" and that's giving me all kinds of mental images right now.